Dumped Him

All day I spent time with Mr. Cigarette. I spent so much time with him that I literally had a hard time breathing. So when I got home I threw him and all his belongings out into the trash can. I didn't even flinch. He's where he belongs just wish I could throw this tightness in the chest along with him. So I am sucking on a cough drop feeling slightly light headed. Lack of nicotine I guess. I dumped him! I dumped him! OMG I dumped him!!!!!