Wow I Did This 2 Days Too Soon

Okay so I woke up at 7 in the morning first thought in my mind was Mr. Cigarette. But, You know I threw him out last night. Two withdrawals, but I haven't killed anybody yet. But my nerves are shot. I am second guessing myself. I feel sluggish and irritable. Damn I think I loved him way more than I realized. I did this break up suddenly and too soon. But, I am not the type of girl who changes her mind. I have to keep the choice I made and just roll with the punches.