DRAMA

so I can't believe it has been two weeks without Mr. Cigarette. I mean that is the longest time I have been out on my own. Today I awoke feeling extremely volatile and angry and of course my first desire, my first thought was of him. I ignored it but by noon I was like a dope fiend looking for a fix. I was willing to do anything and everything for a quick puff. I didn't but I ain't going to lie I came extremely close. I held him, sniffed him, touched him and I basically made out like a teen with him but we didn't do it and he didn't get to fondle my breasts!!! Oh Mr. cigarette knows my weaknesses and my arousals but giving in I am never gonna do it.